This is it. By the end of today, I’ll be boarding yet another plane and off to explore yet another new city and country. There are so many thoughts to try and parse that stem from my experiences here in Nepal and the work I’ve done, to how I feel about moving (again), to my incessant need to self-reflect (partially stimulated from a number of deep conversations with good friends over the last few days).
I’m a very intense traveler (those who have traveled with me can attest). I like to pack as much as humanly possible in the time that I’m in a new place. But I also recognize that it’s impossible to completely learn a new city in just a few months (even after 8 years in the Bay Area, there are still an untold number of secrets to discover, I’m sure). With that in mind, I tried as much as possible over the last 7 weeks to strike some kind of balance of getting out of my comfort zone, exploring new locations and having a great time, while also just taking time for me (whatever that might mean).
On the whole, I think I was pretty successful. I could have perhaps taken another day/weekend trip or two, but between one day trip and my 9-day field visit, I definitely think I got my fill of adventure. I also managed to see most of the major landmarks in Kathmandu (including two UNESCO World Heritage Sites). Aside from the exploration, I’m really proud of all the work that I did over these past 7 weeks. I actually managed to exercise a lot of the skills that I learned while at Maxwell, writing and implementing a program evaluation survey, and then conducting a Theory of Change exercise with the staff of Aythos. It’s validating to take the things you learn in class and realize “Hey, I actually know how to do this stuff. And other people actually find it useful!”
On top of my contractual work, I also managed to make a lot of progress on a big personal project of mine: that’s right, the Radical Bureaucrats. A couple of us have been working on a plan for what we want to do long-term, and while there are still a lot of details to work out, we have some interesting stuff planned for the horizon, so stay tuned! If it wasn’t blatantly obvious, this has been something I’ve been incredibly passionate about since we started it back in November, so having the opportunity to try and build it out this past summer has been really rewarding.
Finally, these last two weeks have really been a time of reflection for me. If there’s anything I’ve learned in the past 14ish months, it’s that time moves quickly, and the year that I have for my last degree is going to pass by in a flash. With that in mind, I’ve been thinking long and hard about what I want to be doing when I’m out, and researching organizations and positions that I want to be applying for. I’m waiting to hear back about an internship in Berlin, and already have a few job postings for next year that I’m going to begin working on, so I think I have a good start on things. I also need to remember that I have a tendency to let thoughts of the future keep me from fully enjoying the present, so once again, it’s key that I find a way to strike a balance.
So those are my meandering thoughts as I relax and enjoy my final hours in Kathmandu, under the watchful gaze of Boudhanath, the Buddhist stupa that has served as an anchor to my time here. These last two months have been an incredible journey, full of excitement, wonder, and growth (professionally, mentally and psychologically). I’m going to miss this place, and all the people that have made this experience so special. But as always, chapters close while other chapters open. This chapter might have been brief, but it shined brilliantly.